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Here I am Tears Pain ... too much Waves of fear on all four side Alone with my fear Ashamed of being alone Why? How? Does it matter? I am just here A ship with no rudder My path resulting from choices Some mine Some others Some just happened This just happened But I question Why me? Neither noble Nor evil A middle grounder Who gets no attention No better no worse than him or them or her ... What did I do wrong? Did I open a door to a curse? Peering back I see many such doors My past is full of mistakes But none led to this before Did someone else do something? My family? My friends? My enemies? Who can I blame? That might releave my pain. Did you do this to me? Are you making evil so you can teach me a heavenly lesson? If so, no thanks. That's not the kind of heaven I want. Why didn't you stop this? 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, no 7 ways this could have been different I could be on placid seas now, if ... Don't you have enough power to ...